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[fasternlightbot]

*mostly speedster talk, but there's a few words here or there that's at normal speed*

Dammit I can't keep putting this off. He really needs to know and it's only going to get worse if I don't tell him. Ugh, he's going to hate me for this I know it. But I should get it over with. Yesterday was pretty lucky considering what could have happened... I should use that before it runs out. Yeah, so I'll tell him today.... well, maybe tomorrow. Yeah, tomorrow sounds much better. Unless I'm just putting it off again..... Dammit. Okay okay, do it today, get it over with.....

I don't even know what I'm suppose to say. *headwall*

Comments

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

... you need to talk slower if you're gonna have the D-Comm on.

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

Cr-crash!? Um, I didn't know it was on...

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

It has a blinky light that'll let you know it's on.

So... who is gonna hate you?

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

I see that now. I wasn't looking at it before.

Um...

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

You should pay more attention to it then.

Um?

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

I was worried about other things at the moment.

....you.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

Oh.

... *pfffthahahahahahahaha*

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

.....what's so funny?

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

Why would I hate you? That's stupid.

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

Because.... Crash, we need to talk.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

... about what?

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

Remember when you asked me if something was bothering me and I said I'd tell you about it later? Well, it's that.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

Yeah... Okay then um, what's bothering you?

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

Um, maybe we should talk about this in person? It's important.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

... alright, where are you?

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

My room.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

Kay.

*and Crash is coming to Quick's room*

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

*is pacing, has been for a while actually, you can tell by the place he's made on the floor*

*makes a half attempt at a wave when Crash comes in*

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

*has no clue what this could be about, and it shows in his expression as he gives a little wave back to Quick*

So, um... talking?

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

Okay, um... first I guess I should tell you that I was wrong when I said there was something... wrong with you. And I'm sorry.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

Oh... okay. That's, um, fine?

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

But, see, that also means that you... dammit how do I say this so it doesn't sound bad, uh, you're different? I mean, you're not different different, but you're different then how I thought you were. Does that make sense?

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

*stares but.... nods, no he doesn't really get it but he is glad that Quick is apologizing for that whole thing so... agreeing!*

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

*will take Crash on his word, or in this case his nodding and keep going before he can chicken out*

Alright. So, that's not a bad thing. But it's confusing as it means I don't know you as well as I thought I did. Which I'd like to fix that if you'll let me, because I'd really like it if we were closer, but right now I'm not sure of.... stuff.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

*slow blink, Crash is parsing this*

... Stuff. What kind of stuff?

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

The, um, kinda stuff you have to be close to someone to know.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

*lost him again Quick, stop being vague*

Um... okay?

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

*dammit, braces self* I'm not sure how I feel about you anymore.

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

...

...

...

Oh.

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

I didn't want to tell you, but you needed to know. If you hate me I understand. *staring at the floor now*

[drillsforhands.livejournal.com]

... I...

I'll go now. *and goes to do just that*

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

*lets him*

[justoutrunyou.livejournal.com]

*Was going to tease him a little for leaving his D-comm on but eavesdropped on the conversation first*

[Attached: piece of paper with I.O.U 1 hug written on it]

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[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

[Attachment received]

Doing anything today? I could use a distraction.

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[justoutrunyou.livejournal.com]

Wanna go to the race track and make everyone feel stupid for betting on the cars that you can outrun?

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[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

That sounds wonderful. I'll come pick you up at the usual place.

[stop_flashtime]

*sighs* The D-comms suck.

[text]

[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

At least I got it over with. *not actually happy about that*

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[stop_flashtime]

I guess. It sucks that it happened that way.

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[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

Life sucks. I'll deal.

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[stop_flashtime]

Just remember, I'm here if you need anything.

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[fasternlightbot.livejournal.com]

Thanks. That means a lot.

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[stop_flashtime]

You're welcome, Speedy.